Numbers Game

There is no greater feeling in the world than reassurance. (Please make note of this should I ever use this term again. Ex: 'There is no greater feeling in the world than disco tech.') This weekend was full of those things. I got to have a lovely evening out with my girlfriend, threw an awesome party for my friends, and I've been being put to use as a comic. The party was great because I had everything I'm living for right now in a close proximity. I also had seven beers and a four loko. Four loko is a drink I never plan on drinking sober, by the way.

The feeling of reassurance comes via knowing I have a very talented group of people at my disposal. The numbers are great and there is always power in numbers. I went home last week and talked with my father on acquiring the camera I've been wanting. I should have it by next month as soon as I get some credit debt taken care of. This camera will be the missing link in all my creative endeavors. I've got enough people to have a cast and crew and make some real films. Nothing would make me happier than to see TWO HALVES become a feature length film. Right now, I feel like I've got this block of wood and I can carve whatever I want out of it. I'm about to carve out some opportunities. The point I've stressed before is I don't need to go to film school to make films. I'm full of all sorts of ideas and Victor Hugo once wrote, "There is nothing more powerful than an idea whose time has come."

Going completely off topic, I hate rainy days. I hate people who say they like rainy days. (If you've ever petitioned to have class outside, I hate you too.) What is so great about a rainy day? Only fun things get cancelled on account of rainy days like picnics, baseball games, beach trips, white pride parades, etc. If I'm going to buy into this love for rainy days propaganda, I'm going to need rainy days to start ruining things that suck. If I got a call tomorrow from my boss telling me to stay home and play video games because it's raining then I'll be pro rainy days. Until then, grab yourself an umbrella and shut it.

"I don't scratch my head unless it itches and I don't dance unless I hear some music. I will not be intimidated. That's just the way it is."